Monster Like Me - A SongSamantha ShawkingJan 27, 20222 min readUpdated: Mar 10, 2025Rated NaN out of 5 stars.Nighttime speaksAnd the party beatsWith the rhythm of my heart. Laughter sharedAnd music pairedWith our liquor-stained brains. A stolen kiss,Soft touches; can’t resistFollowing you to your bedroom. Your static caress,We start to undressAnd I catch myself in the mirror. The glass breaks.My body shakesWhen a monster stares back at me. Eyes sunken deep,Its jagged teethSnap and snarl when it says: You think they like youBut it’s all in your headI read their minds andThey wish you were dead. Run and hideYou’re safer inside,‘Cause you’re a monsterJust like me. You kiss my neck.My mind’s a wreckWondering what you think of me. Your love, sweet and slow,What if it’s all for show?The hatred writhes beneath your skin. I put on my clothes,Cover what I exposed:A body on display to be judged. I push you awayAnd know I can’t stayWhen I hear the monster close behind. It says: You think they like youBut it’s all in your headI read their minds andThey wish you were dead. Run and hide,You’re safer inside‘Cause you’re a monsterJust like me. Down the stairs,They’re all in pairs.They smile to hide their cruel words. All eyes on me.I know they can seeMy self snap and break like twigs. Out the door,Pedal to the floor,They call out for me in the night. But I can’t turn backFor fear of attackFrom the monster lurking in my rear-view. It says: You think they like youBut it’s all in your headI read their minds andThey wish you were dead. Run and hide,You’re safer inside‘Cause you’re a monsterJust like me. They compliment youAnd call you a friendBut you’re not good enough.They’ll leave you in the end. Run and hide,You’re safer inside.I’m your monsterAnd you look just like me.
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